Thursday, February 27, 2014

A Time For Everything


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Last year God put on my heart to write daily devotions on my blog. It was what I needed in the moment. I needed to really dive into God's Word. I needed to find out more about Him and more about who I was in Him. I learned so much and I am so grateful that I obeyed His calling. It was amazing.

I'm not saying I have it all figured out, I don't by any means. However, this year has brought its own needs for the moment. Every moment in time has its own demands and its own way to learn from them. God has entered me into a time of great activity with my family and leadership in my church. It is time for me to focus on those callings.

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I have prayed over this blog and what I am suppose to do next. God has encouraged me to get involved with my community and allowed me peace over resting in the blogging world for now. I love this blog and I plan to continue writing, though not daily. I want to have an outlet for what is on my mind and what I discover in my personal bible studies without the pressure of meeting a daily demand.

I am excited to see how "Tales from a Mother" will evolve over this year. I want to get creative and allow different types of inspiration to flow through this blog in a way it hasn't for awhile.

I thank all who read these pages. I am so blessed to have friends all over the world who inspire me, motivate me and encourage my growth in this life. I hope to continue to inspire you as well. This is not goodbye, it is only a new direction. However, I wanted to be honest about the change and say how excited I am about all the new possibilities.

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As I've been praying over this transition in my life God keeps bringing these verses to my attention:

A Time for Everything
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

For everything there is a season,
a time for every activity under heaven.
A time to be born and a time to die.
A time to plant and a time to harvest.
A time to kill and a time to heal.
A time to tear down and a time to build up.
A time to cry and a time to laugh.
A time to grieve and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones.
A time to embrace and a time to turn away.
A time to search and a time to quit searching.
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
A time to tear and a time to mend.
A time to be quiet and a time to speak.
A time to love and a time to hate.
A time for war and a time for peace.

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Part of living, part of being a child of God, is allowing change. Without change we cannot grow to become more like Christ. From one who has never liked change very much, this is a lot to take in. However, in these past few years God has really been speaking to me about how much He can do through me if I only trust Him. I am really taking this to heart. I am very excited about the journey God is leading me on. I pray that He continues to use me to reach out to others and reveal His faithful love. I pray that I keep my eyes on Him and my heart open to His direction during this great adventure.

Stay tuned, it's going to be a wild ride!

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May God bless all the days of your life,

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Let There Be Light - Genesis 1:3

Genesis 1:3 -- "Then God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light."

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The earth was covered in darkness until God spoke. He didn't even have to do anything. He merely spoke and action began. "God said, "Let there be light." and there was light." How amazing is that!

We often find ourselves in darkness. Sometimes it is because of our own doing, our own choices. On the other hand, sometimes it is because God wants us to learn how to rely solely on Him and not our own sight. No matter how we happened upon the darkness, God is there. He was there when there was no light on earth and He is there is when there is no light around you.

We do not need to question if God can help - He only has to speak and the light appears. We do not have to go find God, He is already there. We only have to call out to Him, surrender yourself, and ask for Him to turn on the light. And He will.

Darkness must always yield to light. Nothing is too power for the All-Powerful God. He speaks and brings light. All we have to do is reach out for Him and our darkness will begin to fall away to His magnificent light.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Darkness Covered the Earth - Genesis 1:2

Genesis 1:2 -- “The earth was formless and empty, and darkness covered the deep waters. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the surface of the waters.”
Can you imagine that everything you see before you, your house, your family, your city, your country, even the entire world at one time did not exist. That is a hard thought to wrap you mind around. But it is true. The Bible tells us that the earth was "formless and empty" and completely covered in darkness. 

And there was God. He was in the darkness, but not of the darkness. There was no darkness in Him. Instead He hovered over these dark surfaces and saw potential. These surroundings did not have to stay in darkness. God could bring them into the light.

When things go wrong and we feel the darkness falling in on us, we tend to feel very alone, even if there are others around us. However, God was already there. God was there when there was nothing but darkness. Even when we feel surrounded by darkness, we are not alone. God is with us ready and waiting to show us the light. To show us His love.

This world, once covered with darkness, has evolved by God's hand into a magnificent masterpiece of life. Even though it was God who created us, many chose not to follow Him and do what was right in their own eyes. Because of these sins, God sent His Son to die for the people He loves. Jesus was the second light that God called into the world. All we have to do is call out to Him and He will come and bring light into even the darkest corners of our lives.

Monday, February 17, 2014

A Light For My Path - Psalms 119:105

Psalms 119:105 -- "Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path."

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This past week our power went out for over 24 hours. This felt like a long time until others we knew went on three days without power. Having no lights or heat can be a scary feeling. It feels isolating, cold and lonely, even if you are among others. It was a moment of unpredictability and stress for me.

During the blackout, I reached for my bible and found this verse. "Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path" (Psalms 119:105). After being surrounded by darkness and chaos most of last week, I realized how much I needed the light.

When the darkness came, I reached out for God and His Word was my lamp. Even as I was reading it by candlelight, the Bible helped me remember that God is in control of everything - even this small town wrecked by ice.

God has a plan. Even though some of the moments are hard for us to understand and hard to get through, it does not make God's plan any less perfect. Through the mess comes a message, God's message comes through us in the little moments. God will guide you on your journey.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

McCusker Journal - February 16, 2014

Ice Storm of 2014

This week we had a huge ice storm here in the south. Thanks to God, we survived it relatively unscathed. However, it was a journey.

Early Wednesday morning our power went out. That was the beginning. When Zoey and I looked out in the morning there were a few small branches on the ground that fell due to the ice in the night. I thought it was no big deal; we have several very tall hard pines in our yard that often fall when they get ice on them.

What we saw when we woke up. Not to bad.
We dealt with the power easily at first. We grabbed all our extra blankets (because it remained 32 degrees outside for the entire day) and got a couple candles and our camping lamp out for extra light. It was just after we settled in with out "power outage" gear that we heard the first crash.

It sounded like a gun shot going off right next to you. Your ears perked up as you anticipated the impact. A few seconds later came the earth shattering crash as the frozen pine branch shattered to the ground.

This happened all day. There would be several crack and crash at once, but then it would be almost half an hour and out of no where you would hear this heart wrenching "POW" as the branch ripped away from the trunk and plummeted toward the earth. The broken, shattered branches, most of them taller than I am, littered our entire yard. It even bent the fence separated our yard from the neighbors in half the full four feet to the ground. It was incredible the amount of damage the falling debris could cause.

The broken fence. The tree branch is almost resting on the ground.
Our entire back yard was full of tree debris.
By the end of the day, I felt like we had been in a war. The Ice Storm Wars, perhaps. I was completely out of ideas to keep us entertained (it's amazing how many subtle things we use power for!). Zoey and I sat in the middle of the living room floor in several layers of clothing covered with blankets. We had her toy trains set up all through the room in an elaborate trail of loops and bridges. I was completely on edge waiting for the next branch to fall, praying that it wasn't on the house.

Zoey and Zeus (black lab) racing trains.

It was a day of cold and stress and it wasn't just me. Our entire town looked dark and abandoned. Even the massive strip malls and largest stores were closed and without power. It appeared to be a ghost town on this dreary Wednesday in February.

Stephen had gone to work because twenty miles east there was little acknowledgment of the chaos that was happening to our homes and our lives. Their day went fairly normal, if not a little cold. Thankfully, the roads were mostly free of ice and many without power could find somewhere with electricity to at the very least warm up.

We decided to hunker down with our friends. We were still completely without power or heat, but we made the best of it. It was actually a lovely evening, if not a little cold. We had all of our camping equipment out so we made us some stew and hot chocolate, just like we would camping in our tents.

My little reading corner, complete with candles and soup.
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It turns out reading by candlelight is not as romantic as it sounds.
We had candles everywhere, lighting the entire room. Among the chaos, stress and complete unpredictability, there was a moment entirely filled with peace. No matter what happens on the outside, when you can come together with friends to laugh and encourage each other, there is joy and an overwhelming feeling that despite everything, it will all truly be okay.

That night we huddled in sleeping bags and blankets and tried not to move much because it was below freezing outside of your own personal cocoon. Nonetheless, we survived! Our power came on the next day. We were without power for a little over 24 hours. However, our friends and many others were without for three days.

Getting ready to start clean up with a very cute onlooker/supervisor.
Zoey made sure she and Benji (cat) were good and warm.
There were downed telephone poles and fallen tree debris all over the city. People banned together to help get it all cleared and there is still more to do. It took Stephen over three hours to make any sense of our yard, even with help. They hacked and sawed their way through the pile of limbs, which were still covered in ice. Thankfully, with the electricity back on, they could use the electric chain saw to make shorter work of it all. If nothing else, we have two almost five feet tall piles of firewood and kindling for our next camping trip.

The stacked piles of wood.
What a week. I think I might get a T-shirt, "Survived Storm of Ice 2014." It wasn't until late yesterday afternoon that I even felt like I had marginally caught up with the world. Now the city is up and running again and everyone has power. There is still much to clean up and reorder, but together we will make it happen.

Our two dogs were very glad to be back outside after the attack of the trees!
Look at those eyes!
This is the first time I have even hardly turned on a computer or sat down to write since Tuesday evening so I missed a few days of daily devotions and I apologize for that. I don't intend on going back to add those, instead, I choose to keep moving forward. I want to give the glory to God for the past couple days. They have been stressful and unpredictable, but they have also been a great gift. I know, with God, we can get through some pretty scary stuff and through it we can be come together lifting each other up and encouraging each other through every moment.

Ice brings destruction, but also beauty.
I pray for all those affected by this storm and that we can continue to come together to help each other out in these times of need. I know we weren't the only ones in the region affected by the weather this week and I pray for everyone with damage and sickness due to this crazy 2014 winter weather. It felt like a moment of survival, but with God we can survive anything this world can throw at us.

Romans 8:31 -- "What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?"