Thursday, February 27, 2014

A Time For Everything


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Last year God put on my heart to write daily devotions on my blog. It was what I needed in the moment. I needed to really dive into God's Word. I needed to find out more about Him and more about who I was in Him. I learned so much and I am so grateful that I obeyed His calling. It was amazing.

I'm not saying I have it all figured out, I don't by any means. However, this year has brought its own needs for the moment. Every moment in time has its own demands and its own way to learn from them. God has entered me into a time of great activity with my family and leadership in my church. It is time for me to focus on those callings.

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I have prayed over this blog and what I am suppose to do next. God has encouraged me to get involved with my community and allowed me peace over resting in the blogging world for now. I love this blog and I plan to continue writing, though not daily. I want to have an outlet for what is on my mind and what I discover in my personal bible studies without the pressure of meeting a daily demand.

I am excited to see how "Tales from a Mother" will evolve over this year. I want to get creative and allow different types of inspiration to flow through this blog in a way it hasn't for awhile.

I thank all who read these pages. I am so blessed to have friends all over the world who inspire me, motivate me and encourage my growth in this life. I hope to continue to inspire you as well. This is not goodbye, it is only a new direction. However, I wanted to be honest about the change and say how excited I am about all the new possibilities.

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As I've been praying over this transition in my life God keeps bringing these verses to my attention:

A Time for Everything
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

For everything there is a season,
a time for every activity under heaven.
A time to be born and a time to die.
A time to plant and a time to harvest.
A time to kill and a time to heal.
A time to tear down and a time to build up.
A time to cry and a time to laugh.
A time to grieve and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones.
A time to embrace and a time to turn away.
A time to search and a time to quit searching.
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
A time to tear and a time to mend.
A time to be quiet and a time to speak.
A time to love and a time to hate.
A time for war and a time for peace.

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Part of living, part of being a child of God, is allowing change. Without change we cannot grow to become more like Christ. From one who has never liked change very much, this is a lot to take in. However, in these past few years God has really been speaking to me about how much He can do through me if I only trust Him. I am really taking this to heart. I am very excited about the journey God is leading me on. I pray that He continues to use me to reach out to others and reveal His faithful love. I pray that I keep my eyes on Him and my heart open to His direction during this great adventure.

Stay tuned, it's going to be a wild ride!

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May God bless all the days of your life,

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Let There Be Light - Genesis 1:3

Genesis 1:3 -- "Then God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light."

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The earth was covered in darkness until God spoke. He didn't even have to do anything. He merely spoke and action began. "God said, "Let there be light." and there was light." How amazing is that!

We often find ourselves in darkness. Sometimes it is because of our own doing, our own choices. On the other hand, sometimes it is because God wants us to learn how to rely solely on Him and not our own sight. No matter how we happened upon the darkness, God is there. He was there when there was no light on earth and He is there is when there is no light around you.

We do not need to question if God can help - He only has to speak and the light appears. We do not have to go find God, He is already there. We only have to call out to Him, surrender yourself, and ask for Him to turn on the light. And He will.

Darkness must always yield to light. Nothing is too power for the All-Powerful God. He speaks and brings light. All we have to do is reach out for Him and our darkness will begin to fall away to His magnificent light.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Darkness Covered the Earth - Genesis 1:2

Genesis 1:2 -- “The earth was formless and empty, and darkness covered the deep waters. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the surface of the waters.”
Can you imagine that everything you see before you, your house, your family, your city, your country, even the entire world at one time did not exist. That is a hard thought to wrap you mind around. But it is true. The Bible tells us that the earth was "formless and empty" and completely covered in darkness. 

And there was God. He was in the darkness, but not of the darkness. There was no darkness in Him. Instead He hovered over these dark surfaces and saw potential. These surroundings did not have to stay in darkness. God could bring them into the light.

When things go wrong and we feel the darkness falling in on us, we tend to feel very alone, even if there are others around us. However, God was already there. God was there when there was nothing but darkness. Even when we feel surrounded by darkness, we are not alone. God is with us ready and waiting to show us the light. To show us His love.

This world, once covered with darkness, has evolved by God's hand into a magnificent masterpiece of life. Even though it was God who created us, many chose not to follow Him and do what was right in their own eyes. Because of these sins, God sent His Son to die for the people He loves. Jesus was the second light that God called into the world. All we have to do is call out to Him and He will come and bring light into even the darkest corners of our lives.

Monday, February 17, 2014

A Light For My Path - Psalms 119:105

Psalms 119:105 -- "Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path."

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This past week our power went out for over 24 hours. This felt like a long time until others we knew went on three days without power. Having no lights or heat can be a scary feeling. It feels isolating, cold and lonely, even if you are among others. It was a moment of unpredictability and stress for me.

During the blackout, I reached for my bible and found this verse. "Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path" (Psalms 119:105). After being surrounded by darkness and chaos most of last week, I realized how much I needed the light.

When the darkness came, I reached out for God and His Word was my lamp. Even as I was reading it by candlelight, the Bible helped me remember that God is in control of everything - even this small town wrecked by ice.

God has a plan. Even though some of the moments are hard for us to understand and hard to get through, it does not make God's plan any less perfect. Through the mess comes a message, God's message comes through us in the little moments. God will guide you on your journey.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

McCusker Journal - February 16, 2014

Ice Storm of 2014

This week we had a huge ice storm here in the south. Thanks to God, we survived it relatively unscathed. However, it was a journey.

Early Wednesday morning our power went out. That was the beginning. When Zoey and I looked out in the morning there were a few small branches on the ground that fell due to the ice in the night. I thought it was no big deal; we have several very tall hard pines in our yard that often fall when they get ice on them.

What we saw when we woke up. Not to bad.
We dealt with the power easily at first. We grabbed all our extra blankets (because it remained 32 degrees outside for the entire day) and got a couple candles and our camping lamp out for extra light. It was just after we settled in with out "power outage" gear that we heard the first crash.

It sounded like a gun shot going off right next to you. Your ears perked up as you anticipated the impact. A few seconds later came the earth shattering crash as the frozen pine branch shattered to the ground.

This happened all day. There would be several crack and crash at once, but then it would be almost half an hour and out of no where you would hear this heart wrenching "POW" as the branch ripped away from the trunk and plummeted toward the earth. The broken, shattered branches, most of them taller than I am, littered our entire yard. It even bent the fence separated our yard from the neighbors in half the full four feet to the ground. It was incredible the amount of damage the falling debris could cause.

The broken fence. The tree branch is almost resting on the ground.
Our entire back yard was full of tree debris.
By the end of the day, I felt like we had been in a war. The Ice Storm Wars, perhaps. I was completely out of ideas to keep us entertained (it's amazing how many subtle things we use power for!). Zoey and I sat in the middle of the living room floor in several layers of clothing covered with blankets. We had her toy trains set up all through the room in an elaborate trail of loops and bridges. I was completely on edge waiting for the next branch to fall, praying that it wasn't on the house.

Zoey and Zeus (black lab) racing trains.

It was a day of cold and stress and it wasn't just me. Our entire town looked dark and abandoned. Even the massive strip malls and largest stores were closed and without power. It appeared to be a ghost town on this dreary Wednesday in February.

Stephen had gone to work because twenty miles east there was little acknowledgment of the chaos that was happening to our homes and our lives. Their day went fairly normal, if not a little cold. Thankfully, the roads were mostly free of ice and many without power could find somewhere with electricity to at the very least warm up.

We decided to hunker down with our friends. We were still completely without power or heat, but we made the best of it. It was actually a lovely evening, if not a little cold. We had all of our camping equipment out so we made us some stew and hot chocolate, just like we would camping in our tents.

My little reading corner, complete with candles and soup.
This is the same as the previous picture, but I love the captured ambiance.
It turns out reading by candlelight is not as romantic as it sounds.
We had candles everywhere, lighting the entire room. Among the chaos, stress and complete unpredictability, there was a moment entirely filled with peace. No matter what happens on the outside, when you can come together with friends to laugh and encourage each other, there is joy and an overwhelming feeling that despite everything, it will all truly be okay.

That night we huddled in sleeping bags and blankets and tried not to move much because it was below freezing outside of your own personal cocoon. Nonetheless, we survived! Our power came on the next day. We were without power for a little over 24 hours. However, our friends and many others were without for three days.

Getting ready to start clean up with a very cute onlooker/supervisor.
Zoey made sure she and Benji (cat) were good and warm.
There were downed telephone poles and fallen tree debris all over the city. People banned together to help get it all cleared and there is still more to do. It took Stephen over three hours to make any sense of our yard, even with help. They hacked and sawed their way through the pile of limbs, which were still covered in ice. Thankfully, with the electricity back on, they could use the electric chain saw to make shorter work of it all. If nothing else, we have two almost five feet tall piles of firewood and kindling for our next camping trip.

The stacked piles of wood.
What a week. I think I might get a T-shirt, "Survived Storm of Ice 2014." It wasn't until late yesterday afternoon that I even felt like I had marginally caught up with the world. Now the city is up and running again and everyone has power. There is still much to clean up and reorder, but together we will make it happen.

Our two dogs were very glad to be back outside after the attack of the trees!
Look at those eyes!
This is the first time I have even hardly turned on a computer or sat down to write since Tuesday evening so I missed a few days of daily devotions and I apologize for that. I don't intend on going back to add those, instead, I choose to keep moving forward. I want to give the glory to God for the past couple days. They have been stressful and unpredictable, but they have also been a great gift. I know, with God, we can get through some pretty scary stuff and through it we can be come together lifting each other up and encouraging each other through every moment.

Ice brings destruction, but also beauty.
I pray for all those affected by this storm and that we can continue to come together to help each other out in these times of need. I know we weren't the only ones in the region affected by the weather this week and I pray for everyone with damage and sickness due to this crazy 2014 winter weather. It felt like a moment of survival, but with God we can survive anything this world can throw at us.

Romans 8:31 -- "What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?"

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Wordless Wednesday *Linky* Lego Movie


We went to see the "Lego Movie" this past weekend. It lives us to the hype! It is so well done and has a little bit of everything. It was great to see as a family, we laughed through the whole movie. I would highly recommend it to anyone looking for a good way to spend the day.
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Encourage Each Other - 1 Thessalonians 5:11

1 Thessalonians 5:11 -- "So encourage each other and build each other up, just as you are already doing."

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When I went through my miscarriages, I had a hard time even looking at babies or other women, let alone talk about all that was on my heart. As a writer, going through my emotions in a journal and then on my blog helped me begin to express the pain I felt.

After a while I began to talk with others who had been through similar experiences. I remember many emotional encounters. But it was good to get all my thoughts, emotions and heart aches out on the table. I really did help me begin to heal.

Now, I no longer hesitate to share my story and talk about that time because I see the healing occurring in others.

God knows our heart and He doesn't want our pain to sit in our hearts and fester. He wants to help us heal. Allowing others to encourage us is a first step. Before you know it, you may be the one encouraging others.

I share about my miscarriages, but the subject can be anything. It could be a subject from the past, death, abuse, even addiction. It could be fears of the future. I could be anything, whatever keeps you up at night.

Ask God to give you a trusted person to encourage you and be open to be an encouragement to others. We are all connected, let's join together and bring healing and comfort to each other. Let us love each other for who we are now, no matter how broken and encourage each other to grow into the full potential of who Christ made us to be.

Monday, February 10, 2014

Overcoming Your Secret Life - Luke 8:17

Luke 8:17 -- "For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all."

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Why do we feel a need to hide things about ourselves? We all do it, wither in big or small ways. For example, I have a really hard time spelling. Despite the amount of time I spend reading and the small fact that I graduated with an English degree, I am honestly horrible at spelling. If it weren't for spell check you probably wouldn't even be able to understand what I write.

That seems silly, even to me, but it really makes me feel self-conscious. Like maybe if people knew, it would undermine my life as a writer. I'm learning to overcome these types of fears, even as I say this to you.

God knows our hearts. He knows everything about us, even more than we know ourselves. David understood how intimately God knew him:

Psalms 139:23-24 -- "Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life."

David is referring to the very real possibility that we do not always even realize we keep secrets or choose not to be ourselves around others. Though we can't hide from God, it doesn't mean there aren't times that we don't want to. Even more so are times we don't wants others to know. We don't want others to judge us or change their opinion of us because of our faults.

God knows all our faults and He loves us anyway. Pray that God will send you someone you trust to tell all your fears too. Through this type of communication and encouragement we can grow becoming closer to the Lord and more free to be ourselves, whom God created us to be.

God is always available to pour your heart out to. He wants to hear what's on your heart so He can help you overcome your fears and be confident in His love. As we overcome our fear of the effects of our short comings we become healthier emotionally, spiritually and we can take giant leaps toward the freedom God promises His people.

Friday, February 7, 2014

Count The Stars - Genesis 15:1-6

Genesis 15: 1-6:
"Some time later, the Lord spoke to Abram in a vision and said to him, “Do not be afraid, Abram, for I will protect you, and your reward will be great.”
(2) But Abram replied, “O Sovereign Lord, what good are all your blessings when I don’t even have a son? Since you've given me no children, Eliezer of Damascus, a servant in my household, will inherit all my wealth. (3) You have given me no descendants of my own, so one of my servants will be my heir.”
(4) Then the Lord said to him, “No, your servant will not be your heir, for you will have a son of your own who will be your heir.” (5) Then the Lord took Abram outside and said to him, “Look up into the sky and count the stars if you can. That’s how many descendants you will have!”
(6) And Abram believed the Lord, and the Lord counted him as righteous because of his faith."

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This is one of my favorite passages of scripture. At this point in Abraham's life, he has left everything to go toward the promise land at God's direction and he has been told he will be the "Father of Nations," having many descendants and blessings for the whole world (Genesis 12:2-3). As you can tell by verse 1, Abraham has not even had his name changed yet, it is still Abram.

Abram, renamed later as Abraham, one of the great men of faith, is having a moment of doubt. God tells Abram of his blessings, but Abram doesn't quite believe him. Abram asks,"What good are all your blessings when I don’t even have a son?" It seems like a good question to me. 

The best thing here is that God doesn't get angry with Abram. Instead, He answers him. He repeats His blessing over Abram, reassuring him that He will indeed have a son. Abram asks, God answers. What a powerful moment.

Are we afraid God will be angry with us if we ask Him about His plan? Are we less because we don't see how God can make a situation work? Are you asking God the hard questions? Why not? Abram did. And God answered.

"Look up in the sky," God says. "And count the stars if you can." I love this. One of my favorite quite moments is at night when the sky is clear and you can see the stars. It is of course impossible to count them all. But God knows each one's name. It is a testament of God's sovereignty. I believe God gives us the stars as guides and as a promise. It is a visual way to know that God is always with us and we are connected directly to Him.

God may not be promising you to be the founder of nations, but He does promise you something. Every person on this earth is here for a purpose. God knows each of our names and what is on each of our hearts. And He has a plan for you. When we focus on Him, when we trust His plan for our lives, even when we can't understand it, then He will call us righteous.

Even though Abraham had a moment of doubt, God turned it into a moment of belief. Through our doubts God can show us our purpose. By asking God can help us understand. And when we have faith that God has it all under control, when we can trust His perfect plan, we too will be called righteous.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Ask Questions! - James 1:5

James 1:5 -- "If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking."

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A know a lot of people who are afraid to ask questions. They do not want to ask the hard questions because they are afraid of the answer. Sometimes the fear the one they would have to ask. There are lots of different fears about the unknown. However, if we never ask, we will never know.

God encourages us to ask questions. He is not afraid of our skepticism. He wants to turn our doubts into reassurances. He wants to show us His promises so we know, that we know, that we know, He is our Lord. God is sovereign. He knows what we are thinking anyway so why not ask and get the air clear. He knows what will happen, so why not ask so He can share His plans with you.

We all doubt. That is not a sin. When we come to God with our doubts, He can comfort us, reassure us and bless us. When we hold our doubt in, Satan manipulates is in our hearts so that don't only doubt our circumstances, but also our God.

We are not expected to always know what is going on. That would be impossible. That is why we have God. He has it all under control. I don't have to know what is going on to know that He will take care of me.

We can ask God whatever is on our mind. God made us who we are. He made us to think like we do. God made me a skeptic. I ask Him all kinds of crazy questions. God does not rebuke us for asking Him to help us understand. Many times, He answers my questions. He gives me confirmations when I begin to doubt I'm going the right way, His way.

Don't be afraid to ask God. He has all the answers.

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Wednesday, February 5, 2014

The Body of Christ - 1 Corinthians 12:27

1 Corinthians 12:27 -- "All of you together are Christ’s body, and each of you is a part of it."

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Something not many people know about me is that I am a huge skeptic. I take very little at face value. I am always asking questions and have a hard time accepting authority.

Are you like me? Do you have to deal with someone like me? Skepticism can be challenging, but it can also we rewarding. Honest skepticism can be the first step to a strong faith.

That is what happened to me.

I didn't really grow up in a church. I went to churches, but I never stayed at any one for more than a year or two. However, I did grow up with Christ in my life. I thank my parents for that. I learned a lot more about myself and what I believe through those relationships than I ever have in a church.

Don't get me wrong, church is a very good thing. I am connected to one now that I absolutely love. However, it is the skepticism in me. Because anything good can also be corrupted. And unfortunately, I have come across my fair share of corrupted churches.

Of course this is nothing new. Paul wrote the majority of the New Testament in response to churches facing corruption. Between false teachers, pride, idolatry, greed and even laziness there are lots of ways churches can stray from Christ's teachings.

I've thought long and hard about the purpose of the church. And though we humans, with our corrupt ways, may turn church into something it isn't, church is still a very important establishment.

It was God who created the church. And just like when He created humans in Genesis, it had a pure foundation. As the church, as God's people, we are suppose to be looking out for each other and all doing our own part to better society as a whole.

We, God's people, are each part of the body of Christ. We as a whole make the church. We each have special gifts and talents that all come together to make a complete functioning unit. I am not always great at hospitality, for example, but my neighbor is. I can teach, but my neighbor gets nervous in front of crowds. I cannot organize very well, but my neighbor can. We each put forth our gifts, talents, whatever we are good at, and use them to glorify God and help each other. It is a thing of beauty really.

So yes, I am a skeptic, and I see some churches failing in areas, but that doesn't mean we should give up! It means we need to look to God's Word and see what His plan for the church was in it's purest beginning. It means we need to encourage each other and to put aside all of our differences and come together for one purpose - to glorify God.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Wordless Wednesday *Linky* Snow in the South


It does not snow much in the south. The last time we saw snow was in 2010. That was four years ago. As you can tell, there is not much, but it was enough to snow us in for three days last week. It was a nice break from life, but also very cold. Nonetheless, we had a blast playing in our little bit of snow and ice.
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Blessed Be Your Name - Romans 8:28

Romans 8:28 -- "And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them."

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God is always aiming to make us better and to come closer to Him. That is how we know God is always doing all for good. It may not always feel good in the moment, but that is how we learn and grow and come to rely on God for everything in every circumstance.

The Lord gives and He takes away. That is hard to hear. But we must trust that God is in control and knows what is best. Some things are unhealthy and we are glad when He takes them away. Other things are things we love. Whatever God has in store for us, He works everything together for good.


"Blessed Be Your Name"


Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful 
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out 
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering 
Though there's pain in the offering 
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out 
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

Monday, February 3, 2014

When Trouble Comes - James 1:2

James 1:2 -- "Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy."

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It is not a matter of "if" but "when" trouble comes our way. God is in control of all of our circumstances, both good and bad.

God gives and He takes away. He desires to use everything to build our character. We must have both trials to overcome and blessings to praise Him to grow in character.

God uses both good and bad to transform us and guide us on our journey. Through every circumstance, God is with us always.

"The Maker of the universe knows every need of man and made provision for that need according to His plan." ~Crane